复读，就是把蜡烛放在嘴里嚼，没有味道，只是必须把胃填饱。真难吃！后悔没用功于水粉画，只差一分！要不然，我第一次就会考上的！真想大哭一场！复读对我来说，就是服毒。女朋友就这样从地球消失了，未来，没钱，没家的我，犹如一只流浪狗，在用哀怜的目光，求助世界！

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