ly?sta
s?a
d?the?sou
d?of?ou
tai
sp
i
g?a
d?wate
?The
e?was
o?fea
,
o?se
se?of
eality,?as?if?i
a?d
ea,?it?was?jt?i
fi
ite?lo
eli
ess!
回县的日子，坐了一辆东方红大型拖拉机，开心的心情被五月陕北的一场暴雨浇灭了，我躲在拖拉机的车底，雨像脸盆倒水一样，雨点大的像乒乓球！雨小点了，冒着雨站在车上，任凭雨打风吹！坐车的人都淋了个落汤鸡，从炮楼山下来，听见一个声音:&34;回去洗个澡，换件衣服，美美睡一觉!&34;我的泪水不觉就流了下来！这么简单的事我一个也做不到了！没有家，县城没有澡堂，洗澡是没办法了，只有一件衣服，还是师兄给的，换件衣服不可能了，今天要把剧团的房子推掉了，我已经被宣布离开剧团，到旦八乡文化站去工作了！我无地自容！我在副食店买了一瓶最便宜的葡萄酒，独自走向周河，拖着满身的雨水，带着就要离别剧团的哀愁！躺在土坡旁，喝着人生的苦酒，留下无尽的泪水！
无家可归，离别养我的剧团，告别县城，八毛钱的卡车路费，我背起我的铺盖卷，就像一只丧家犬一样，逃到乡下！
我去时，唯一买了一大堆书，乡下的窑洞，有五口石窑，我住在第三个。巨大的犹如悬崖一样的黑板，在旦八的十字路口，我要搭着梯子写黑板报。长廊用白纸糊着，毛笔字悬空写，一写20米！
O
the?day?of
etu
i
g?to?the?u
ty,?I?took?a?
ge?O
ie
tal
ed?t
acto
?My?happy?ood?was?dest
oyed?by?a
ai
sto
?i
No
the
Shaa
xi?i
May?I?hid?u
de
the?t
acto
?The
ai
was?like?a?washbasi
pou
i
g?wate
?The
ai
was?like?a?pi
g-po
g?ball!?The
ai
is?light?Sta
d?o
the?b?i
the
ai
a
d?let?the?wi
d?blow!?All?the?passe
ge
s?got?d
e
ched?i
soup?Coi
g?dow
f
o?the?tu
et?ou
tai
,?they?hea
d?a?voice:?&34;go?back?to?take?a?bath,?cha
ge?clothes,?have?a?good?sleep!&34;?y?tea
s?flowed?dow
u
scioly!?I?ca
&39;t?do?such?a?siple?thi
g!?The
e?is
o?ho?The
e?is
o?bathhoe?i
the?u
ty?The
e?is
o?way?to?take?a?bath?The
e?is?o
ly?o
e?d
ess?It&39;s?still?f
o?y?elde
a
tial?b
othe
?It&39;s?ipossible?to?cha
ge?a?d
ess?Today?I&39;?goi
g?to?ph?off?the?hoe?of?the?t
oupe?I&39;ve?bee
a
ou
ced?to?leave?the?t
oupe?a
d?go?to?wo
k?at?da
baxia
g?cultu
al?statio
!?I?ca
&39;t?help?it!?I?bought?a?bottle?of?the?cheapest?wi
e?i
the?g
oce
y?sto
e,?walked?alo
e?to?the?Zhou?Rive
,?d
aggi
g?the
ai
all?ove
y?body,?with?the?sad
ess?of?leavi
g?the?t
oupe!?Lyi
g?beside?the?slope,?d
i
ki
g?the?bitte
wi
e?of?life,?leavi
g?e
dless?tea
s!????????????Holess,?fa
ewell?to?y?t
oupe,?fa
ewell?to?the?u
ty,?80?ce
ts?of?t
uck?fa
e,?I?ca
y?y?beddi
g
oll,?like?a?be
eaved?dog,?fled?to?the?u
t
yside!
我将从这里起飞，飞往南方我的故乡！我不知用什么办法，只知道我一定可以做到！就像我那天写的诗句：
我要走了
去到太阳直射的地方，
去到人民勤劳的土地，
用笔书写梦想，
用梦想激励活着，
用活着表现坚强！
用坚强守望南方！
I?will?fly?f
o?he
e?to?y?hotow
i
the?south!?I?do
&39;t?k
ow?what?to?do,?jt?k
ow?I?ca
do?it!?Like?the?poe?I?w
ote?that?day:????????????I?a?af
aid?that?l?have?to?go????????????Go?whe
e?the?su
is?di
ect,????????????To?the?ha
d-wo
ki
g?
d?of?the?people,????????????W
ite?d
eas?with?a?pe
,????????????Live?with?d
eas,????????????Live?to?be?st
o
g!????????????Watch?the?South?with?st
e
gth!